cry...

now is 1:58am midnite...this is the 2nd time i cry for my fren,cry bcoz of my best fren break up with bf. this is the 2nd time...will anybody do such thing like me? if 1 day i break wif lg,will anybody cry for me oso?when my best fren break, i can feel her feeling,seems like is i break,i cry for her..cry non-stop...1st is laici, now is....donwan to state her name,pls don ask me, i m not the "zhu3 jue2", i jz wan to write down my feeling now...jz now listen xiao1 xiao1 de song, dui bu qi wo ai ni, finally i cry le, cry for her...for them...i can feel her pain in heart,but nobody will really understand the pain unless he met the situation 1 day........
this year seems like "fen shou de ji4 jie"...many of my frens break up...when is my turn? really scard..got many gan3 chu4, y 2 person love each other canot stay together ping2 ping2 dan4 dan4? y must add on so many condition?when a couple together longer time,problem wil increase.wan to start a relationship is a hard thing,but wan to mantain it is more more more difficult thing.i m lost of words..i donwan to accept n face this fact,jz like i m the dang1 shi4 ren2...y a couple will hv happy n xing fu days,but will break up 1 day? actually the problem stay inside everyday..until 3 years...oredi cant tahan, cant take it anymore..why why why???i really not understand...y she cant hv a normal life?this is her small little wish in heart only..somebody,although u no say much,i cant feel ur feeling,if lazy to explain then don explain.we r jz concern of u,pls don ignore we all...if u treat we all 4 as best fren then pls share ur feeling...althougth u wont understand ur feeling 100%. nobody will laugh u or blame u..i dono how to say...lost of words...kit create this blog is hope everyone write diary at here,pls don keep everything inside heart le ok. ah pang oso...
i nothing to say le...i hope "u", can successfully change the thing u wanna change......nobody can help u...and i know my gan3 qing2 oso got a big problem which he donwan to face,and he believe tat we can really stay together,i will put effort to fulfill his dream........"somebody", pls don feng1 bi4 urself. i m the one got zi4 bi4 zheng4.............."wo ai ni,wo zhen de xiang yong yuan hao hao ai ni,yi ci yi ci shang tou ni de xin,wo hao xiang ni,wo zhen de xiang ni kuai bu neng hu xi,wo yao gao su ni,dui bu qi wo ai ni"