Hi everyone! i come in oredi!

Hello every L family =P :
I come in oredi! em.. actually i will most probably come in on fri, sat and sun nia... cos .. hehe u know i know lah.. lazy to on my laptop mah.. wan to take out then on.. haha...

Em by the way.. happy birthday to Kit once again! How's ur bbq?? is it fun? is it good? got shuai4 ge1?

kk....

~pang

755

Can we blog and put our name beside the title? so i know who write the blog.. sometimes read le quite blur..of coz will know who write the blog in the end.. but i wanna know who blog on before i read the blog.. haha.. thanks ya..

dReAmZzzz....

Last nite dreamt of a person ..guess who ??
A person tat gave me a lot of memories during our sec sch life...
Faizz Ibrahim !!! Tat's him..
& Halim Sulaiman..(DHL),Syed Firdaus(syed), Fauzan.. included oso..
Haizzz...wat was in the dream is always wonderful..
Y ???
Y wat's happening in the real world cant jz b wat was in the dream???
everything are so wonderful in the dream...haizzz...
aiya...dunno wat to say anymore liao...
jz got some gan chu den write this blog...
Jz hope tat my dreamzz can always bcom a truth..
no need Alwayzzz..i'm not so greedy..
once or twice enough oredi...i meant it..

SiGhH...

Guess wad guyzz..
today is Saturday agn le..
i tin u guyzz sure noe wat am i going to say le ba...
Haizz...left 9 hr 55mins is the repeating of SuPeRBaNd agn..
still cant c My Dearest MiLoPeNg...
Shit !! broke liao... don hv money to go bck anymore..
sighhh...
Nic is nw the oni man tat i'm so crazy abt...
Cant stop the crazzziness to him...
even hv some wild thinking tat if only i can hold his hand den...
HaiZzz...
jz wanna hold his hand nia enough liao..
i'm not like goh..even think of sth....Yuck !!
this is my small small wish oni..
if oni can go Singapore to c him one eye..even though standing far far away frm him..
if oni can take a photo with him..got his autograph.. or even shake hand with him !!
Jz wanna hold his hand ...even 5 seconds..
5 seconds enough oredi..cannot say i'm greedy rite ??
den i can die without regret liao..
mayb dis time i reali siao liao..
but this is wat's in my mind by nw..
wat's going to be happen in future i oso dunno..
Jz wish tat i had wat i'm thinking to hv den i'm satisfied oredi...
tat's all...jz a small wish oni..
such a long time nic din reply my msg liao..din c his msg hw i got energy???
Bo bian..who ask him so bz these few days..Grand final coming soon liao..
they're going to sing "Qian SHOu by AMei, WOOSa by Cindy, XiaO WEi by Huang Pin Yuan, YOnG Qi by Fish Leong"..
Dunno dis time can onot ?????
So many Songs to prepare...Even hv to sing Tat SHIT Woosa by Cindy..

NIC..I MISS U SO MUCH !!!
CaN U HeAr Me ??? CaN u FeeL it???

"sitting by the window..singing songs of love.. wishing u WERE HERE bcos the MEMORIES NOT ENOUGH.. Cant help but remember.. pretending i'm alright.. u dress my soul..."

"Do u feel the same..or am I only DREAMING.."
i noe i'm onli dreaming ...but i jz wanna c the day tat my dream become a truth..
HaiZzz...HaiZzz..HaiZzz..

Kla..let this b my wish For my coming BiRtHdAy..
wish my dream comes true..

To Be Continued....

To : 755...

忽然间毫无缘故再多的爱也不满足
想你的眉目想的迷糊不知不觉让我中毒
忽然间很需要保护假如世界一瞬间结束
假如你退出我只是说假如

不是不明白太想看清楚反而让你的面目变得模糊
越在乎的人越小心安抚反而连一个吻也留不住

我也不想这么样反反覆覆反正最后每个人都孤独
你的甜蜜变成我的痛苦离开你有没有帮助
我也不想这么样起起伏伏反正每段关系都是孤独
眼看感情变成一个包袱都怪我太渴望得到你的保护

BRODS left me oredi...

my dear BRODS is leaving me liao..really really.....stil remember the 1st day i watch superban "the big jam", brods is the one make me yi4 jian4 zhong1 qing2...other band i stil don hv much feeling,but once i listen they sing,i make deicision wan to make them to be my idol...althougth they r not handsome,when smile is abit er xin..but did BRYAN is i semakin look semakin love..until now,when i see bryan smile, i will smile oso..this is the condition of being my idol,like Nicholas and takuya.when i see them i will smile automatically..and bryan giv me such feeling...when superband left 10 band in the contest tat time, i tot brods wil kena out soon,but unpredictly...they can tahan until this stage,althought this oredi enough to them,coz they r the less people in band,and no use any instrument de band.no matter how,they sure will be out 1 day.ben lai i tot i wont be so love them,wont be so sad when they really out,coz is i predict de liao..but heart wil pain somemore..cz i cant listen their song again,don hv their voice again..they no enter the final,wont b any company wan sign contract with them,they wont hv their own album..i don hv the chance to listen their voice anymore...y y y...i only have the few song they sing in competition..and tat few song wil be stay in my hp until long long long long...their voice really gan3 dong4 le wo..make my tears come out...i stil cant accept the reality,i donwan...in fact,they r oredi my superband in my heart,at least their singing talent better than shit lucify...i hate them!!suan liao....withought brods,now superband is nothing interested to me anymore,jz like worldcup...now who win is not important oredi,but i jz hope don let lucify get jiu can le...now wat i can do is suppport J3 and mlb only....my support to brods they cant hear,they wont know..i don hv the place to fa1 xie4 my misses to them...not like kit,she can msg nic,but i canot...all this thing wil calm down after superband ends,jz like my love for yuyang....kit,u must learn this ok...cant b crazy like dis de la...time will bring everything away soon...i really bu4 she3 de2 u brods....love u bryan.....hope to see u again in tv......but i noe the chance is low low low...in fact,u stil hv many supporters..don giv up...love u bryan!!

crazy

yesterday jz heard tat 31st july i got a mid term test...this subject will make people feel crazy..and i never attend this lecture b4,coz i don understand the english speak by "ang moh" lecturer....and this subject is International Law..1 chapter got 50 page....stupid sial...and 1 ogos mayb got another test somemore....
totally no mood now...kit,i don hv much mood to celebrate ur birthday liao..since i got test so near...jz to say...knn...shit shit shit.........until now stil don hv mood to study..inside my brain dono keep wat shit inside......

MiSs HIM so....mUcH...

Now is late at the night 2:56a.m le...
guess why m i still writing blog here???
Monday is the SF again le...
Miss NIC so much !!!!
although jz miss 1 round of SF oni...
But seems tat i got such....a long time din c them on tv le....
Haaiizzzzz........
Listening to "xi huan "NIC"..last time is "xi huan "DICK"...
looking at his photo...everything seems so far away from me...
i wanna c how their performance...
NIC !!! miss u so much !!! cant live without u !!!
argghhh.........i'm getting mad liao...
countdown 40hours 56 mins for superband start from now...

gOiNg To DiE le....

Haizzz...still miss them so much!!!dunno hw...
cant read any books...online oso xian..no energy at all...listen to sad sad de song oso..
Dunno hw their recording for tomorrow...
And even...xi huan ni i not yet watch oso!!!! shit !!!
they all wear black tomorrow..singing "hei se mao yi" dunno can onot??
worry abt them....
wanna going crazzzy liao sia...
tonite cannot sleep liao la..zen me ban????
avtime reach the day b4 their show jiu like tat cz tin of cant watch their show jiu vry vry vry sad...sad ar !!!
hhhhhuuuhhhhh.....wanna cry liao la....

Mi Lu Bing !!!!

SaD ..sAd...SaD...

HghHghhghh...Arghhhh....My Milopeng...
tomorrow'll b saturday again..got repeat broadcasting of SuPeRbANd again!!!
why i cannot go bck ??? why m i still here ???
Reali MiSs them now...reali reali reali MiSS them !!!
MiLopEnG ....
Miss their performance ... miss the pattern when they're playing drum...playing guitar..playing keyboard...everthing !!!
Listening to "Gu Dan De Ye Li Wo Bu Gu Dan"...
Looking at their pics..
one word can describe oni..SAD !!!
Haizzzz........
why still got nby post d video on YOutube ???
why???
Cannot tahan oredi...
MiSS MiLuBing !!!! Reali Mi Si Ren le...
i got poisoned le...save me!!!!

MiLuBing !! MiLuBing !!! MiLuBing !!! (shout)

HaiZzzzz.....

Jz now saw goh post de thang liao...
I agak agak noe wat happened..
Reali dunno wat to say...
haizzz.....
Jz can say.. forget it..
No matter what decision done by u..i noe u sure got ur own reason de...
Jz wanna wish u get the true hapiness that u wan oni...
That's all..
That's wat a friend wish oni...
it's time to cool urself down..think seriously...ok???
i won force u to do anything tat u not wish to do de...
i'll respect ur decision ...won scold u anymore..
Cz i noe the problemzzz...
Anyway...WiSh U HaPi...

cry...

now is 1:58am midnite...this is the 2nd time i cry for my fren,cry bcoz of my best fren break up with bf. this is the 2nd time...will anybody do such thing like me? if 1 day i break wif lg,will anybody cry for me oso?when my best fren break, i can feel her feeling,seems like is i break,i cry for her..cry non-stop...1st is laici, now is....donwan to state her name,pls don ask me, i m not the "zhu3 jue2", i jz wan to write down my feeling now...jz now listen xiao1 xiao1 de song, dui bu qi wo ai ni, finally i cry le, cry for her...for them...i can feel her pain in heart,but nobody will really understand the pain unless he met the situation 1 day........
this year seems like "fen shou de ji4 jie"...many of my frens break up...when is my turn? really scard..got many gan3 chu4, y 2 person love each other canot stay together ping2 ping2 dan4 dan4? y must add on so many condition?when a couple together longer time,problem wil increase.wan to start a relationship is a hard thing,but wan to mantain it is more more more difficult thing.i m lost of words..i donwan to accept n face this fact,jz like i m the dang1 shi4 ren2...y a couple will hv happy n xing fu days,but will break up 1 day? actually the problem stay inside everyday..until 3 years...oredi cant tahan, cant take it anymore..why why why???i really not understand...y she cant hv a normal life?this is her small little wish in heart only..somebody,although u no say much,i cant feel ur feeling,if lazy to explain then don explain.we r jz concern of u,pls don ignore we all...if u treat we all 4 as best fren then pls share ur feeling...althougth u wont understand ur feeling 100%. nobody will laugh u or blame u..i dono how to say...lost of words...kit create this blog is hope everyone write diary at here,pls don keep everything inside heart le ok. ah pang oso...
i nothing to say le...i hope "u", can successfully change the thing u wanna change......nobody can help u...and i know my gan3 qing2 oso got a big problem which he donwan to face,and he believe tat we can really stay together,i will put effort to fulfill his dream........"somebody", pls don feng1 bi4 urself. i m the one got zi4 bi4 zheng4.............."wo ai ni,wo zhen de xiang yong yuan hao hao ai ni,yi ci yi ci shang tou ni de xin,wo hao xiang ni,wo zhen de xiang ni kuai bu neng hu xi,wo yao gao su ni,dui bu qi wo ai ni"

Wuahahaha !!!

TodAy got a gal add me msn den chat vf me..
Her nAmE is AMANDA..
Den Nic's (Mi Lu Bing) sis oso called AMANDA..
den i tot she's his sis lo..
Den Chat for quite a long time liao i asked her whether she's nic's sis..
deN she said no !!! i jz realized her email is not d true amanda's email address..LOL..
reali shoot the ball to d wrong goal liao..ShiT!!! LLL...
hahahaa.....
Wasting my tiME onLi..Tot caN get soMe iNfo fRoM her...Haizzz...

WeLcoMe To L FaMiLy's WoNdeRLanD !!!

CoMe oN !!! L FaMiLy De MeMBeR !!!
YUp..dis blog is done by KIT..haha..

So ..
Avone....come on...blogging here..
if got problem den we can discuss together... share view together.. even solve together...
OKieSS???
Not only Sad De ThaNg la...but all d hapiness oso..
tat's d purpose we start a yahoo group.. rite ???

Hoooope tat Avone play ur role ya ???

C u here..keke...